18
May 2013
2        
One reason we don’t see God do great things is because we only ask Him for small things. Most people pray over their food, pray for protection, or pray for wisdom. That’s all good, but don’t limit what God can do. Dare to ask God for something impossible, something out of ordinary.
Today’s Word by. Joel & Victoria Osteen
04
May 2013
"Patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting." (Joyce Meyer)

"Patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting." (Joyce Meyer)

(via spiritualinspiration)

04
May 2013
6290         psych-facts
Absolutely! :)

Absolutely! :)

(via psych-facts)

19
April 2013

I like this part: “We don’t win every fight, but when the curtain goes down, let it drop with dignity.” 

blue-lights-and-tea:

Well, its been nearly 2 weeks. We’re still not sure what the diagnosis is exactly but we think its a vasculitis. The patient has now gone into 5 organ failure. There is no coming back from this.

Liver function is now deteriorating.

Renal function is non existant, haematuria still present and is relying on haemofiltration.

Pulmonary - still having haemorrhagic sputum, dropping sats and having major difficulties in being weaned off the ventilator

GI - a distended abdomen, passing faeculant liquid into his NGT, ?possible ischaemic bowel event, not stable for surgery

Cardiac - runs of arrythmias requiring DC cardioversion on Tues, high troponins, cardiac event

Long discussion with the family and we have decided that the best thing for this poor patient is to withdraw inotropes, filtration and let them go. 

Always a sad moment, but in this world of medicine it is vital to remember to not only try to save lives but to always give the patient that needs it a “good death”. Something I heard one of the bosses talk about the other day. To know when to withdraw, when it is futile and make sure they are comfortable at all times. We don’t win every fight, but when the curtain goes down, let it drop with dignity.

19
April 2013
89252         arina-holms
19
April 2013
3        
Just don’t give up because times are hard, especially if you really want something. Keep fighting for what you want until you can’t fight anymore… until giving up is the only option left…
Gossip Girl
22
March 2013
842         brotips
22
March 2013
284210         writinqueen
I’m in love with the idea of being in love. <3

I’m in love with the idea of being in love. <3

(via princessmatter)

10
March 2013
94207         kushandwizdom
"Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing." (Oscar Wilde)

"Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing." (Oscar Wilde)

(Source: kushandwizdom, via lady-diana)

10
March 2013
       

Well, since I graduated on February and got my college degree for medicine, I’ve got nothing much to do. I am currently being jobless and work-less. I still got a long long way to go before I really graduate from med school and become a doctor. Actually I am going to be a “co-assistant” for about two years at the hospital before I become a doctor, and I have to wait for about 5 or 6 months more before I become a “co-ass”, which is why I am currently jobless and work-less. I am not on holiday, but I don’t have much thing to do, but log in to my facebook or twitter account or play games. It was really fun and exciting at first, but I think I just have reached the limit of having that excitement and fun in playing those old games on facebook (like Ninja Saga or Typing Maniac) that I don’t think those things are as much fun as they were before. 


Honestly I feel so excited about having lots of free times everyday. It is very exciting to finally get a long rest from college activities (which are so tiring) before I get back to the college routine and have a new life (I don’t know if being a co-ass can really be called a life or not). Even though I don’t have much interesting things to do, at least I am not bored. Actually I have lots of plans going on my mind, like going out of this city for a while, improving my knowledge about medicine, reading lots of books, playing more games, taking lots of pictures, spending more time with my family here, shopping, improving my writing skill, etc. I really do have lots of things that I have been planning to do, but so far nothing really works out the way I plan, maybe it’s because I plan too much. I really want to make my “5 months off” exciting by planning lots of good things to do, but I just don’t know how to make all my plans work in 5 months. 


So, now… I still don’t know what I’m going to do next. I have no moves. I will probably just sit and wait for something good to come into my life (I really hope I don’t make it sound pathetic), or I will just finish all my unfinished books (I still have 5 books to read) while I wait for those good things which are on their ways to come. There’s a saying “Good things happen to those who wait.” I say, “Good things happen to those who wait patiently while do any other thing.” hehehe :D I really hope something good-unexpected-and-exciting will happen to me while I’m waiting, yeah whatever, at least I know what I want to do for now. 


See you later, alligator. 

09
March 2013
290672         observando
"Perfect boys only exist in books&#8230;"

"Perfect boys only exist in books…"

(via lovequotesrus)

09
March 2013
       

Okay, I am currently taking an English class again at Future Academy. It is an IELTS-basic course, so at the beginning I took an IELTS test as a replacement test (the test was damn hard but I made it until the very end of the test), then they put me on level 4 IELTS class based on my results. I was very surprised when I knew the people at the Academy were surprised with my result and my brother’s, they said it was rare to find new students reach level 4 on the first IELTS test in this city, so I assumed that my score was pretty good for a newbie in this city of course. I don’t even know my score and I don’t think I wanna know, I mean I don’t care, I have seen those people’s reactions and it’s enough for me to understand.


Honestly I don’t even know why I do this or why I want to do this. It is my mom’s idea actually. She (always) thinks that it is important for me and my brother to know and speak English (fluently), even though we are now med students and don’t use English at college (although sometimes we are forced by lecturers to read English textbooks or slides). She always believes that English will be very useful someday in the future and that someday I will find out that what she believes is true. She doesn’t have to wait for that “someday in the future” to prove that learning English is very important and useful, because I have realized that since I was still in high school. Knowing English has helped me a lot with many things like schools, homework, college, communication, etc.


So about this English class I am taking, honestly I feel so excited about it. At first I thought it was going to be a waste of time, but it’s not. The class is very fun, very very fun. Even though all the teachers are local teachers (but have experienced studying English abroad), I should admit that the class is fun and so far I have learned a lot. I take English class 3 days in a week from 5 p.m to 7 p.m every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Monday and Wednesday are for grammar class, and Friday is for academic speaking class. I write and speak a lot there in English, and I think my English starts to improve a lot now especially my English vocabulary. Yeah, there in Future Academy we have a “50 new vocabularies” project every meeting, so I take that project seriously.


I am believer totally. I believe that things happen for a reason, a good reason. If I get the chance to learn English again now, I believe that I am currently being prepared for something greater in the future. Let’s just say that learning English is an investment for my future.


Keep the spirit. Keep the faith. Keep moving on. GOD bless. :)

05
March 2013
04
March 2013
1        
But you make me wanna act like a girl, paint my nails and wear perfume… For you make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand…
Demi Lovato (Heart Attack)
19
February 2013
76883         cherrybam
Worrying won&#8217;t stop the bad stuff from happening. It just stops you from enjoying the good. So don&#8217;t worry, be happy. :)

Worrying won’t stop the bad stuff from happening. It just stops you from enjoying the good. So don’t worry, be happy. :)

(via lady-diana)