Okay, I haven’t updated my tumblr page since like forever, because I was very busy taking care of my college life here. And I thank GOD so many times, because I finally got my college degree for medicine, which means I am getting closer to become a doctor.
Well, after the graduation ceremony… I realize that it is not the end. Not yet. It’s only the beginning. It’s the start of something new, and something more challenging, because after this… with the blessings of GOD, I am going to be a co-assistant at the hospital for about 2 years before I can get my “medical doctor” title. I am so happy and excited for that. I do realize that with this medical degree I own, I have bigger responsibilities to take now and I have to work hard to be responsible of it. I believe I can. :)
Actually this good news is not the only thing that I am going to share here. Since my page has missed lots of things about me, I really want to tell here what else have happened to me while I was absent updating my page.
1. I have done working on my thesis since January and I had my exam for the thesis in 22nd January.
2. I am now taking an English class (again) in Future Academy since I am not busy now. I took their IELTS test and they said my score was pretty good to get me to the IELTS level 4 class.
3. I am currently working-out with my body at the gym, because I have gained 5 pounds since December and it sucks. I don’t wanna be a fat lady seriously. And it feels good and fit.
4. I lost my two cell phones on 8 February in one day. :’( Don’t want to tell the story here. It was very shocking and whatever. Damn snatcher!
5. I got my college degree for medicine on 12 February, and attended the graduation ceremony on 14 February (on Valentine’s Day).
6. I currently am happy now with things that are going on lately.
7. All thanks and praises to my Creator, GOD… :)
So I think that’s all for now. :)) GOD bless y all…
It’s weird that people who judge you are usually those who know nothing about you and your story… (personal thought) :) – Read on Path.
Yeah… Once I feel emotionally connected with some things or people (which happens often), I get attached too them tightly. And once I lose them, it’s really hard to let go of them.
It happened when I lost my 2 cell phones… :| It was hard to let go of them… I guess I should really learn to let go and move on… It’s life… People lose things everyday… Right?
Happy Sunday <3 Just done photo shoot by my self using my phone camera… :)
”I will answer them before they even call to Me…” (Isaiah 65:24, NLT).
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters, 3 He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
Psalm 23 has always been my favorite Psalm since I remember. Whenever I am in trouble, or I am fighting for something in my life, I always read this part of the Holy Bible. I read this a lot in Indonesian Holy Bible version… Been reading this a lot until I can read this Psalm without even looking at the Bible.
Every time I read this, I know that I got no reason to be afraid… because I have a Shepherd who will always help me, and I lack nothing. Every time I feel like my faith is shaken, then I start reading this in my head… I know that everything is going to be just fine, and I know victory will always be a part of my life no matter what.
My grandpa used to ask me to read Psalm 23 when he was staying with me during the final examination in Junior High School. Every morning before I went to school, He would ask me to read this Psalm and pray for me. Hmm, miss him a lot…
And right now… I really am in a big fight. I am fighting for my future and it’s something that I have always been fighting for… I know it’s not easy, and there’s no easy way out. So… this is why I am fighting really hard to win this thing… And I believe that things will turn out to be great, and I will bring victory in both of my hands.
This is a song by The Letter Black, called “Best of Me”…
It’s one of my favorite Christian song I think… and I am so in love with this song… :D I’ve been playing this song over and over again without getting bored…
That feeling when a person you love (so much) comes to visit you after so many years not seeing each other, and just when you hope for your days being with that person not to end, you realize that the person has to leave again for a long time. It is like you are dreaming the sweetest dream ever in your life, and just when you hope for that dream to last forever reality comes to awake you.
That feeling when you feel like crying out loud telling somebody you love not to go, but you just can’t do that because every moment you spend with that somebody is too precious to be wasted with tears. So you just smile on the outside and cry on the inside.
That feeling when you feel so sleepy, but when you lie on the bed you can’t sleep… because you think of that one person you love a lot. Because you keep playing every moment when you’re together with that person in your head every time. And you even still hear the sound of that person’s voice calling your name and telling you that he/she loves you so much.
That feeling when you don’t want to let go, but you have to let go. When you want to keep saying “hello”, but you have to say “goodbye”. When you’re so afraid of saying “goodbye”, and you say “see you later” instead. When you want to cry out loud, but you have to put a smile on your face.
I miss you already. Really…
Just another random thought popped on my head.
1. The Letter Black - Best of Me
2. Taylor Swift - I Knew You Were Trouble
3. Hey Monday - Mr. Pushover
4. Katy Perry - Wide Awake
5. Maroon 5 - One More Night
6. Taylor Swift - Red
7. Hey Monday - Wish You Were Here
8. Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart A Break
9. Owl City ft. Carly Rae Jepsen - Good Time
10. Christina Perri - A Thousand Years